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January is the toughest month of the year for me. It used to be a celebration month. My mother, sister and I all had birthdays. Today is my sister’s birthday and I am pushing through the grief one more time. Now that They have been gone many years and I work through my childhood traumaContinue reading “Stop looking for The Path and become the Path”

Well it’s a new year and everyone is starting out fresh. Me, I am continuing on my journey. I don’t like the holidays and haven’t for a very long time. Although I had done better than I ever have this season, it is not a special time for me. The special time has come throughContinue reading “Learning to Live, Love, Laugh even in the ditches.”

My life has gotten so much better in the last few years and I am still in the struggle but I do know that I will do this no matter what it takes. It is such a different life and future when you see your struggles and pain as what makes you. I am creatingContinue reading “Standing Strong – Because you have no other choice”

Been a bit since I checked in because I have been busy. That’s an amazing thing today. I made it through the darkest part of the season with only one serious trigger. Every day I am amazed at where I am and can honestly say I have made it. The journey is still a dailyContinue reading “Being Busy with Life”

Being in disguise would mean that you can not see what is really there. My healing seems to be happening that way as a result of the trigger from 2014. I am healing from my trigger creating a wall of deceit that I am still in that deep, dark place of despair. Every day IContinue reading “Healing in Disguise”