Healing in Disguise

Being in disguise would mean that you can not see what is really there. My healing seems to be happening that way as a result of the trigger from 2014. I am healing from my trigger creating a wall of deceit that I am still in that deep, dark place of despair. Every day I have to make a conscious effort to remind myself I am healing and life is goIMG_7722

It is not a devastating feat anymore it is actually becoming a sign of a blessing that I am alive and am blessed to have the opportunity to continue my journey. The end of the year always creates a reflection mindset in me. I have actually had a wonderful year and have accomplished a lot including this blog and website, My YouTube channel that gets excellent reviews constantly and a Beading Circle group on Facebook that I am enjoying immensely.

The dark place is there every day but my struggle to see through them and live is getting easier and I am able to recognize my healing in a way I have needed since I starting this journey to recover.

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I have moved forward and challenged myself in ways I would have never imagined by participating in the Basket Weavers class, creating my videos and providing a series of beading classes locally. I will continue by hosting my first Holiday Arts & Crafts Fair that I would like to see grow and become a awesome annual event. Things I never thought could ever happen in the dark.

I will be turning 60 in January, 2020 and am so thankful that I am healing to a place to enjoy my life right now. I think I have everything I have been praying for during my journey so now it is time for new goals and new endeavors for the next year.

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My life has always been something worth fighting for but now it is feeling like I am making some serious progress that makes the struggle to continue the journey even more rewarding. I am not saying that it has become any easier. It is still a very difficult fight for my life but I wouldn’t have it any other way right at this moment. Helps me truly see how strong I am and I can do this.

I have new videos on the YouTube channel and will be working on an awesome Native Christmas ornament set for the craft fair.

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Have a wonderful week and thanks for stopping by.

Frances

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